You're the only one that knows me, love it when you hold me.
Never find a love like this.
Darren said, ''I show you my photography skills.''
Sitex was packed like crazy today. I ran to every chair i saw to sit. Haha. We saw jeremy ooi there lol at the LG counter lol so gay. My sore throat is killing me. I've been drinking one jug of water a night. As in, 12 to 7. I will wake up just to clear my throat. Fever is making my eye hot. I wonder why...
I know we've got it good. But they've got it made, and the grass is getting greener each day.
I know things are looking up. But soon they'll take us down before anybody's knowing our name.
MY tennis camp was gay. Pick up balls onlyyyy. -.- Very restless today. Day 1 without leonard. Oh, tuition today was not bad. Having whm is good. Entertainment. The tutor got stung by a jellyfish. Min ask her she's not dead hahaha.
Drenched in vanilla twilight, i'll sit on the front porch all night.
Waist-deep in thought because when i think of you i don't feel so alone.
Last night was weird. One minute i was excited, then happy, and then angry and finally, upset. For no reason. I guess i'm just weird. Today, my chinese tutor told me i look 14. And that reminded me of the kayaking instructor from camp. She told me i look younger than 15 too. Because of my eyes. I stared into my eyes(mirror) for over 10 minutes before i started tearing(due to the intensity of my stare haha). Camp was fun. The students were all cute. My team was extremely active. -.- Very cute and fun kids, overall. (: I'm waiting for people to tag me on facebook. Haha. There was one RJ kayak instructor that looked alot like hc and reminded me alot of him though, it's been a long time. We need to catch up soon. (: Oh and there was a very cute rock-climbing instructor as well. That's provided when he doesn't smile. Ha. Good day y'all.
It's late at night and I can't sleep. Missing you just runs too deep.
Oh I can't breathe thinking of your smile.
YMCA camp tomorrow. Pretty excited, frankly speaking. I've never tried looking after 8, 8 year old kids. Hahaha. Kennedy came up with quite a few team-building games for me. (: Mother irritated me today i was so pissed off i didn't talk to her for a few hours. She didn't want to lend me her phone to call leonard. Everyone else can except leonard. WTF YOU GOT ISSUES WITH MY BOYFRIEND?! Damnit. Ok i need to chill. Ok bye i'm gonna call leonard now with the house phone. Hmph!
You make breaking hearts look so easy. Seems like you've done this before.
You make stealing hearts look so easy. Where is the girl i adore?
You've got breaking up alll but down. And i can't love a thief anymore.
I can't find a photo of me and zoea and jermayne. Nonetheless, happy 15th. & sorry, Jermayne, for not attending your chalet yesterday. :/ Hope you had fun with them. (:
I didn't sleep last night. Thinking of everything. I teared when i thought of 2012. Haha, i know, stupid. I was thinking, What if it really happens? A place without leonard would suck. I know if 2012 really happens, everyone dies. Still, a place, wherever, life after death(?) would suck without leonard. I promised myself if it really does happen, i will cling onto every memory, every single breath i take/took when i was him and remember them, replay them in my head and look for leonard when i go to wherever i go. I got sick of weeping, so i went to do math. Haha. Believe it. I did 8 questions. 3-4 parts each. 4am till 5 50 because Incredible Tales suddenly came into mind and i got scared. I ran back to my room. Hehe. Girl guides and YMCA camp briefing tomorrow. I will survive. (:
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