Ever tried faking a smile for an hour and 10 mintues? I'm so glad the weekends are here. I need to recuperate. Haha i'm not sick. Just emotionally and mentally drained. Sighhh. I've been sighing a lot lately, i realised. I feel i've grown up. This relationship has matured me, made me so much stronger. Haha shit i make myself sound like some kind of whiskey. I'm so tired... from everything. Sigh... it's not ok even though i say it is. I mind a lot even though i say nevermind. I need to stop thinking so much. I get so upset each time i think too much. I need a cup of starbucks. Anything will do. Actually, i think coke will do just fine right now. Good night, i'm off.