Thursday, 2 October 2008
[Editted @ 10.48 pm]
If beauty was a drop of water, you would be an ocean.
Hello, dinner at West Coast sucked. The place smelled of dog poo. Wtf. Came home, grandma and grandpa were here. Chatted for a while, funny conversation. & they went home.
I don't want to move to east coastttttttttttttttttt ): Although, yes, i'll get to see plenty of hot, handsome guys since im staying so near the beach. But still, i don't want. I like my current location, i like the size, i like the memories i had here, i like the people here, i like everything here. Even the snakes. HAHAHA! Did i blog about it? Hmm, i forgot. Yea, i saw a snake at the little forest opposite my place. Nyahahahaha.
I love gummy bears :D[/Edit]
Lie to me.
Fade into the Background is not nice.
The past few days have been fun and funny. Monday was funny, joked like shit during Geog. Bitched about the relief teacher. He slangs like some loser. Ew. Yesterday was the ultimate, though. I actually spat out two mouthful of water when Davin/Joanne told me the stalker thing. Lucky they weren't standing in front of me. I was laughing by myself after both of them alighted. I think i freaked a lot of people out.
& Kenneth brought me back into time. Primary school days. When i would say, ''I don't want to be your friend anymore!'' Stomp my feet, puff my face up. Then everything goes back to normal 2 minutes later. HAHAHA! I wouldn't do that now. Unless it's for some joke thing. Hahahaha! Oi, good luck for your 'N's la. See you next year :D
Till now, the post looks pretty good huh.
And then i cried.
I dreamt of some really sad things last night. Woke up and cried for an hour. Yknw, that dream was really a wake-up call. It made me realise a lot of things. & i'm gonna change. I know changing is gna be hard cause i'm not the changing type, but it's worth it. No pain, no gain. I definitely don't want us to end up that way.
I had another dream, not as saddening. But still sad to look at. I am v.possessive of certain people, and i hate that i am that. Because i am that, i get affected easily, which is not good.
Side note: Crying results in breathing problem + back ache + red and puffy eyes + fatique + unglam-ness.
So don't cry unless it's really uncontrollable.
Okay, bye, i'm gonna study, i need to study. I want good grades.
Fade into the Background is not nice.
The past few days have been fun and funny. Monday was funny, joked like shit during Geog. Bitched about the relief teacher. He slangs like some loser. Ew. Yesterday was the ultimate, though. I actually spat out two mouthful of water when Davin/Joanne told me the stalker thing. Lucky they weren't standing in front of me. I was laughing by myself after both of them alighted. I think i freaked a lot of people out.
& Kenneth brought me back into time. Primary school days. When i would say, ''I don't want to be your friend anymore!'' Stomp my feet, puff my face up. Then everything goes back to normal 2 minutes later. HAHAHA! I wouldn't do that now. Unless it's for some joke thing. Hahahaha! Oi, good luck for your 'N's la. See you next year :D
Till now, the post looks pretty good huh.
And then i cried.
I dreamt of some really sad things last night. Woke up and cried for an hour. Yknw, that dream was really a wake-up call. It made me realise a lot of things. & i'm gonna change. I know changing is gna be hard cause i'm not the changing type, but it's worth it. No pain, no gain. I definitely don't want us to end up that way.
I had another dream, not as saddening. But still sad to look at. I am v.possessive of certain people, and i hate that i am that. Because i am that, i get affected easily, which is not good.
Side note: Crying results in breathing problem + back ache + red and puffy eyes + fatique + unglam-ness.
So don't cry unless it's really uncontrollable.
Okay, bye, i'm gonna study, i need to study. I want good grades.
I'll do whatever it takes.
To turn this around.
I know what's at stake.
You.
You.
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